I Destroyed The World, But The Apple Was Great!

Anyone who has known me for any length of time knows that I have a spotted past. While I was never an "addict," a convicted felon, nor have I any tattoos to show for my wild oats, my younger years were full of sin, decadence and all-round bad decisions. The fact that I didn't wind in prison has more to do with the grace of God than it does with my character.

My testimony is such that, even my boss will discuss my turnaround when he presents me with my Christmas bonus at the company party. There are some things from my college years that I hope everyone has forgotten. Good thing social media didn't exist back then.

On occasion, however, we'll all get to swapping stories at the office, and on occasion, I'll share one from my wilder days. One day, in my office, I shared such a story, to which my boss replied, "I don't think I'd share that one again if I were you."

Driving home that evening, I thought about the day's conversations, the story I shared, and my boss's advice. Indeed he was right. That story was just plain awful and stupid. Sharing a story like that doesn't help my testimony, it hinders it. I'm going to follow my boss's advice, and not share the story. What I will tell you is that no one got hurt, and no laws were broken.

However, on my drive home, the thought occurred to me how silly it is that, as a Christian, I look back on some of the decadence of my youth with a certain sense of humor, and in some weird way, a little nostalgia. The decisions I made back then could have killed me, some destroyed parts of my life, and some consequences I still live with. Yet, here I am, acting like a fool, looking back on it as if it were something by which to be entertained.

Why do we as Christians look back on our lost days as "the good ole days?" Sure, we'd never return to them, but sometimes we find ourselves looking back on them with a certain nostalgia. When you think about it, that makes absolutely no sense.

Think about Adam. He and Eve made the conscious decision to rebel against God by eating of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. That one decision brought the sin curse upon all men, so that we all face death, and God's wrath if we're not saved, because we are all now sinners. Adam's decision to eat of the tree of knowledge of good and evil was the single event that sentenced Jesus Christ to die on the cross. Adam's decision to eat of the tree of knowledge of good and evil was not merely to eat something God said not to, but it was an attempt to get out from beneath God's authority.

That one decision thrust mankind into the darkness that we experience today. Because of that one decision, we have crime, violence, war, starvation, death, disease, cancer. Every bad thing in this world can be traced back to Adam's original sin.

Adam lived several hundred years after God evicted him and Eve from the Garden of Eden. He had several hundred years to look back on that decision, and to see the devastating effects that sin had on the world, namely his descendants.

I wonder if, during those several hundred years, Adam didn't occasionally tell his grandchildren about life in the Garden. I wonder if he explained why they could no longer live in the Garden. What a difficult story that must have been to tell. "Hey kids, we could be living in paradise, but I blew it."

One thing I can almost guarantee Adam never did was describe that fruit, how good it must have tasted, how great the texture must have been, and how juicy it was. For some reason, I cannot imagine Adam sitting back on a Saturday evening, telling the story of eating the forbidden fruit with glee, and punctuating his story with, "I destroyed the world, but hey! The apple was great!"

When we get to looking back on the lost days with nostalgia, and telling stories of our previous decadence with glee, we have forgotten what sin really is, and the effects that it has on our lives, and on those around us. Let us never be guilty of missing this point, and celebrating things from which we seek God's forgiveness. God bless you on your journey.

When I Struggle With Sin...

... I feel like a hypocrite.

Every week, I speak no fewer than five times about the Lord. There's my Sunday School class, the Sunday morning sermon at Grace Pointe, two small group Bible studies, and a radio show. Then, every other Sunday, I preach at the Market Place apartments.

Each sermon includes warnings against sin, encouragement to have faith in the Lord, exhortation to center one's life around the Lord, and a commission to serve the Lord. I am sincere in my belief of these things. I honestly believe that God blesses those who live their lives for Him. But preaching the Word, and practicing what I preach are two completely different things.

Monday rolls around, and I tend to fall back into the same routines as everyone else. My life becomes about making a living, paying bills, and being frustrated that my wildest dreams have yet to come true. When your focus drifts from the Lord and into the day-to-day routine, you lose that Spiritual connection to the Lord, and He begins to seem distant. When this happens, we become susceptible to temptation. Such is the case with me.

I'm not going into a confessional here, but there are times that I misrepresent Christ. There are times that I fall short of the Biblical mandate to let my light shine. There are times that I betray my faith, and my Lord. And when my eyes are opened to my fall, I begin to wonder if all this is a facade, and if I am really a rotten human being. You may have experienced the same.

How can we reconcile our salvation and our lives in Christ with the sin that "so easily besets us?" (Hebrews 12:1).

We begin by recognizing that we are not alone in this struggle. Romans 3:23 says "All have sinned and come short of the glory of God." We are all sinners, we all fall short. We all fail. Romans 3:9 says we are all under sin.

Scripture also lists examples of the great heroes of the faith who fell short of God's glory. From the depiction of David's adultery with Bathsheba, to the acknowledgement in James 5:17 that "Elijah was a man subject to like passions as we are." Yet, David and Elijah did great things for the Lord. Romans 7:15-17 describes the same struggle that the Apostle Paul had.

The lesson we take here is that our struggle neither defines us, nor limits us.

We continue by recognizing what this struggle reveals in us. There are times that you overcome, and there are times that you fail. Through each time of temptation, you learn more about your Spiritual maturity, and where you stand with the Lord. However, failure is not as devastating as you think.

Romans 7:15-17 says:

For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. 16 If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good.  17 Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.

In Romans 7, the Apostle Paul confessed that he knew what he should be doing, and what he shouldn't be doing. He then confessed that he found himself doing the things he shouldn't (For that which I do I allow not.) He found himself doing the very things he preached against. He also confessed that he found himself not doing the things he should. (For what I would, that do I not).

Despite the disconnect between what he believed and what he preached, and what he actually did, Paul steered the conversation back to God's word. He didn't justify what he did. Rather, he promoted God's law, and declared its truth despite his failure. (I consent unto the law that it is good.)

So, if Paul knew God's law, agreed with God's law, and promoted God's law, why was he sinning? Simple. Paul understood that he was still infected with the sin nature. (Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.) This is not an excuse. He's not saying that he can continue in sin, as it's just in his nature. He is merely explaining his failure.

When we struggle with sin, we are reminded that we still have the sin nature. It's the flesh within us that desires sin, that desires the things that are forbidden. It's the same nature that wants to abdicate personal responsibility and live for the pleasure of the moment.

When we recognize the role that the sin nature plays in our struggle, we are able to move away from the notion that somehow we are just flawed, and not as good as everyone else, and we see our struggle as part of the human experience. When we understand this is a struggle everyone faces, this helps us see the struggle that others endure, and it helps us to be graceful to others when they sin.

The other thing that recognizing the role of the sin nature accomplishes is that it reminds us that conquering sin is not something we can do on our own. We need the Lord. Which brings us to our next point.

We return to our roots of faith in Christ.  In Romans 7:24-25, Paul exclaimed, "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? 25 I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord."

In verse 24, Paul declares his inability to overcome sin, and turns to the Lord for deliverance. In verse 25, Paul trusts the Lord for that deliverance.

If you know Jesus Christ as your savior, there was a time that you surrendered, and called out to Him for salvation. At that point, you were exactly where Christ wanted you. In the days and weeks that followed, the Lord was able to lead you through a time of exponential Spiritual growth because you had total faith in Him. But, as time moves along, we drift away, and we wind up in the boat we're in today.

When you struggle with sin, and you recognize that it's part of life, and that you cannot overcome it yourself, the proper course of action is to surrender, ask God for deliverance, and trust the Lord to deliver you from that struggle. When you reach that point of surrender and faith, you are right where Christ wants you. When you reach that point of surrender and faith, God is then able to do great things in your life.

When I struggle with sin, I feel like a hypocrite, but I am not. I am a child of God, redeemed by the blood of Christ, who has not finished his race here on earth. I remember that I stand on the shoulders of giants, that others have faced these same struggles, and that the struggle with sin comes as a result of my sin nature.

The only answer is to ask God for forgiveness, and trust Him to deliver me from these temptations. When I reach that point, God brings a revival in my life. He will yours as well. Keep the faith, God is on your side.

Genesis 12-13: The Beginnings of Abraham

In Genesis 12, we meet a man named Abram, who will go on to become Abraham, a hero of the faith. Abraham is mentioned many times in the New Testament to illustrate salvation by grace apart from works, as well as the fact that if you have faith, works will result.

As great a man as Abraham was, he started small. He was called by God to go into a foreign land, he followed God, but his faith faltered on a few occasions... one of those occasions is in Genesis 12.

Abram, or Abraham, followed God. Genesis 12:1 says "Now the Lord had said unto Abram, get thee out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and from thy father's house, unto a land that I will show thee." God called Abraham to leave home and go to a place where the LORD would lead. So, at this point, Abram has no idea where he is headed. He still follows God, though, because he has faith. In following God, we don't always have to know how things will turn out, or where the road will lead. We should follow God without having all the answers, because we have faith.

In Genesis 12:8, Abraham, or Abram, arrives. "And he removed from thence unto a mountain on the east of Bethel, and pitched his tent, having Bethel on the west, Hai on the east: and there he builded an altar unto the LORD, and called upon the name of the LORD."

Abram followed God until he landed at a place called "Bethel," which literally means "House of God." There, he built and altar, worshiped God, and called upon His name. If you follow God, it will lead to His house... the church. God does not lead people out of His house, or His church, He leads them into it. There, believers are to worship, pray, and encourage each other.

Sometimes, though, our faith falters. In Genesis 12:10, "There was a famine in the land: and Abram went down into Egypt to sojourn there; for the famine was grievous in the land." There was a famine in the land. Food was hard to come by, Abram's ability to feed himself and his wife, and to keep his livestock was threatened. So, He went down into Egypt.

The problem with this is that Egypt symbolizes sin in scripture. People always "Go down into Egypt." They never "travel over to Egypt." They "go down" there. Then, they "come up out of" Egypt. They don't "travel from," rather, they "come out of" Egypt.

Tempted by famine and the possibility of losing everything, Abram went down into Egypt. He went down into sin. Often, God's people go down into sin when they are tempted and tried by hardships and tribulations. There, the destruction continues. Abram, in an attempt to save his own life, lied about who Sarai, his wife, was. He said she was his sister. The result is that Pharoah took Sarai to be his wife. So, Abram has gone down into Egypt, lied, and thus has lost his wife. Going down into sin leads to more sin, which results in lost blessings. But, there is time to repent.

God protected Sarai by placing a plague on the men of Egypt. Pharoah returned Sarai to Abram, and they left Egypt. They came out of Egypt.

Genesis 13:1 says "Abram went up out of Egypt, he, and his wife, and all that he had, and Lot with him, into the south."

They came out of Egypt, they came out of "sin." There comes a time in a prodigal believer's life when he has to repent and return to the Lord... notice where that repentance leads...

Genesis 13:3-4 "And he went on his journeys from the south even to Bethel, unto the place where his tent had been at the beginning, between Bethel and Hai; (4) Unto the place of the altar, which he had made there at the first, and there Abram called on the name of the LORD."

Abram returned to Bethel, the house of God, and there he worshiped and prayed. The repentant believer's path returns to the house of God, and there he should pray and worship.

Are you stuck in sin, are you stuck in Egypt? Has Egypt, or sin, robbed you of your blessings? Come out of that today, and return to the house of the Lord.

The Journey: Genesis 7

In Genesis 7, God was getting ready to judge the world because of the evil in it. God is getting ready to do the same thing today. The evil in the world has grown to the point that God is getting ready to end everything, judge the quick and the dead, and establish His kingdom on earth.

The thing to remember about the judgement of God is that He spares His people from His wrath. He spared Noah from the flood by commanding him to build the ark. The ark, by the way, is a symbol of Christ.

1 Peter 3:20-21 says "Which sometime were disobedient, when once the longsuffering of God waited in the days of Noah, while the ark was a preparing, wherein few, that is, eight souls were saved by water. (21) The like figure whereunto even baptism doth also now save us (not the putting away of the filth of the flesh, but the answer of a good conscience toward God) by the resurrection of Jesus."

Some misinterpret this passage to mean that baptism saves people. That is not what this passage is saying. First of all, in the days of Noah, water didn't save people, it killed them. Secondly, the baptism isn't water baptism, rather it is being baptized (immersed) into Christ. Noah and his family went into the ark, and was saved from God's wrath.. God wants people today to be in Christ, so they'll be safe from His wrath. Those who are in Christ are those who have accepted Him as savior.

There are important lessons from Genesis 7. There is the call to salvation, obedience, and the security of salvation.

First, there's the call to salvation. Verse 1 says "And the LORD said unto Noah, come thou and all thy house into the ark; for thee have I seen righteous before Me in this generation."

There is the invitation, "Come thou, and all thy house into the ark." God was inviting Noah and His family into the ark to be saved from His wrath. The ark represents Christ. God wants us to be in Christ, which means He wants us to repent of our sin and believe in Christ for salvation. He wants us to live for Him to avoid destruction.

And let's not forget there was a reason God invited Noah into the ark. God invited Noah into the ark to save his life. The reason God wants you to accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior is that He wants to save your from the destruction of His wrath when He judges the world. So, repent of your sins and trust Jesus Christ as your personal savior.

In Revelation 18:4-5, the Lord says "Come out of her My people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, that ye receive not of her plagues. (5) For her sins have reached out unto Heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities."

In Revelation 18, God told His people to come out of Babylon. He told them to come out of that city. Don't partake of her sins or plagues. Today, He is telling us to come out of the worldly lifestyle. Don't partake in the world's sin. Come out of sinful lifestyles and turn to Christ. Do not be conformed to this world.

Christians, God has called us to be separate from the world, and to be joined to Christ. Don't adopt the world's mentality. Our outlook is different. We are different. We are not of the world, we are of Christ.

In Genesis 7, we also learn of obedience. In verse 5, the Bible says "Noah did according unto all that the LORD commanded him." God warned Noah of the coming flood, the judgment. Noah believed God, so Noah moved quickly to do the things God told him to do, namely building the ark. Or, as Hebrews 11:7 says, "By faith, Noah, being warned of God of things not seen as yet, moved with fear, prepared an ark to the saving of his house; by the which he condemned the world, and became heir of righteousness which is by faith." Noah's obedience was motivated by his faith. His faith was what saved him, and his obedience was an expression of his faith.

James 2:18 says "Yea, a man may say, thou hast faith, and I have works: show me thy faith without thy works, and I will show thee my faith by my works."

The premise of the book of James is that if you have faith, you'll have works to show for it. Faith results in works. Noah believed God, (i.e. had faith), therefore he obeyed God and built the ark.

Jesus said in John 14:15 "If ye love me, keep My commandments." If you love Christ, keep His commandments. Moreover, if you love Christ, you will keep His commandments.

Then, we learn about the security of salvation. Verse 16 says "And they that went in, went in male and female of all flesh, as God had commanded him: and the LORD shut him in."

Remember, the ark is symbolic of Christ. Noah went into the ark. God shut him in. God sealed Noah in the ark. The door was shut and Noah wasn't coming out. When you trust in Christ as your Savior, you enter into Christ. God shuts you in, and you are not coming out.

Jesus said in John 10:27-29 "My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow me. (28) And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of My hand. (29) My Father, which gave them Me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of My Father's hand."

Christ gives us eternal life, which, by definition, can't be ended. He promises we shall never perish. He assures us that no man can pluck us from His hand, nor can they pluck us out of God's hand. If that doesn't settle the fact that those who are saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ are saved forever, then I don't know what does. If you truly have faith in Jesus Christ, you'll never let it go. More importantly, He'll never let you go.

Answer God's call to salvation and Christian living. God bless you.

Daily Devotional Time: Hebrews 10:26-29

The prison chaplain stood in the execution chamber looking at the condemned killer. His crime was horrible, but in the 12 years since he arrived on death row, the chaplain observed something within that inmate that made him think... the chaplain considered the wasted potential of that inmate, and the fact that given another chance, the condemned criminal could possibly do something great.

It was a heart-wrenching decision... the State demanded justice for this man's crime, yet the chaplain desired mercy. So, in an unprecedented move, the chaplain surrendered his own son to be executed in the criminal's place. It was a move that no one could understand... why would a man give his only son to die for a slimeball like this condemned killer? It was indescribable.

There the killer lay strapped to the execution table, and the chaplain approached him...

"Son, come to my house. Let me take you in, let me provide for you, and help you get back on your feet," the chaplain said.

"I dunno chaplain," the killer said. "Going home with you might cut into my newly-found freedom."

Angered by this flippant rejection of his grace, the chaplain threw the switch, and the killer is no more.

We can not understand why anyone would give their only son, or any of their children, up for someone else... but we can understand the rage this chaplain felt that his sacrifice was disregarded.

God gave His only begotten Son, who died on the cross that we might be free... that we might be saved from death and Hell if we repent and believe in Him. Sadly, many flippantly blow off the sacrifice God made for us, just as that killer blew off the chaplain's good grace. There are some strong words concerning this in Hebrews 10:26-29:

For if we sin wilfully after that we have received the knowledge of the truth, there remaineth no more sacrifice for sins, 27 But a certain fearful looking for of judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour the adversaries. 28 He that despised Moses' law died without mercy under two or three witnesses: 29 Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace?

God gave all that He had for us when He sent Jesus to die on the cross for our sins. For us to avoid placing our faith in Him because we fear the "loss of freedom," if we take the decision lightly, or if we blow it off completely, we spit in the face of the One Who truly loves us. And, if we blow off the decision to repent of our sins and trust Christ as our Savior, we deserve the wrath and judgment that is coming our way.

Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your personal savior? If so, cherish the free gift of salvation, and don't trample on it with a lifestyle of unrepented sin.

However, if you haven't accepted Christ as your savior, every moment you delay, you are heaping wrath and judgment on yourself. Repent of your sin and trust Jesus Christ as your savior today.

Daily Devotion Time: Psalm 101:3

Psalm 101:3 is a powerful verse of scripture. It reads, "I will set no wicked thing before mine eyes: I hate the work of them that turn aside; it shall not cleave to me."

Most people focus in on the first part of the verse... "I will set no wicked thing before mine eyes." Obviously, this teaches us that we should be careful what forms of entertainment we choose... what we watch on TV, what we listen to on the radio, and what we view on the Internet. To set a wicked thing before our eyes is to take pleasure in it... and God regards pleasure in sin as being just as sinful as the sin itself (Romans 1:32).

As a child of God, a Christian, a Believer, one who has been Born Again, who is indwelt with the Holy Spirit, and is a new Creature in Christ... all of which a person becomes at the point of repentance of sin and trust in Jesus as Savior... we have a new nature. Sure, we still struggle with sin, but our new nature is one that is in line with God, and not our flesh. Therefore, when we sin, or when we take pleasure in sin, we are convicted by the Holy Spirit. We can't be comfortable in sinful situations.

Therefore, we don't set wicked things before our eyes because they no longer give us pleasure. It may seem fun at first, but then comes the conviction and guilt. Psalm 101:3 says "I hate the work of them that turn aside." Sin upsets us, because we see the consequences of it, and we see the eternal ramifications of it. It upsets us that people would choose to go that direction.

But the most profound part of this verse is the last part, "It shall not cleave to me." So far, you may have read this post and thought, "but I am still tempted, I still sin, and though I feel guilty and turn to the Lord for forgiveness, I sin again." If you thought that, you have a Romans 7 issue. But the key phrase to Psalm 101:3 is that sin "won't cleave to me."

I stumble. I fall. But I don't stay down. I confess my sins before God, and 1 John says He is faithful and just to forgive my sins. Sin happens in my life, but sin is not my lifestyle. It can't be. It runs contrary to my new nature.

Do you live in a sinful lifestyle? Are you comfortable there? If the answer is yes to both questions, then you may not have the new nature. You may not be saved. Repent of your sin and trust Jesus Christ as your personal savior. If you are in a sinful lifestyle, but are uncomfortable, repent of the sin and turn to the Lord.

Sin and virtue can not co-exist. Unrepented sin is not part of living for God. Be not deceived. God is not mocked. Whatsoever a man sows, he reaps.

May God bless you as your continue your spiritual journey.

The Joe Paterno Tragedy

During junior high, my reading teacher led the class in reading Something for Joey, the story of Penn State running back John Cappelletti, and his younger brother, Joey, who had leukemia. John would go on to win the Heisman Trophy. Joey eventually succumbed to his disease. The book was later made into a TV-movie.

The book highlighted how the Penn State football team rallied around Joey, and how Head Coach Joe Paterno was an influence and a comfort to Joey and the Cappelletti family. From that point on, I had a certain affinity for Penn State, and Joe Paterno in particular.

Paterno enjoyed a reputation of being a father figure for many over decades. He played by the rules, always did the right thing, and was the picture of integrity... that is, until the world learned that when he was faced with a gruesome situation involving one of his assistants and young boys, he put the program first and did the bare minimum.

The man who had become synonymous with all that was good in college football has been fired in disgrace. It will take years for Penn State to recover its image. Paterno may never see his reputation restored.

One bad decision has erased decades of good service to his university, community, state and even his country. Nothing he can do will undo the decision he made.

Tragically, many people make the same mistake in their own lives. They live, doing good deeds, public service, and giving to charity thinking that their good deeds will somehow outweigh the sin in their life. However, no amount of good that we do can outweigh the sin in our lives.

Our sin separates us from God, and nothing we can do will overcome that separation. The Bible says even our righteousnesses are as filthy rags. How, then, will anybody be saved and go to Heaven?

Romans 5:8 says that God commendeth His love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

Our sin carries the consequence of dying and going to Hell. But the death of Jesus Christ on the cross paid that penalty on our behalf. The Bible says if you turn from your sins and trust that Christ died on the cross for your sins, you will be saved. In Bible language, it's called repentance and faith.

Do not go through life hoping that your good deeds will outweigh your sin. It won't. The only way you will get into Heaven is by the death, burial and resurrection of Christ. Do you believe on Him? Do you trust Him?

For God so loved the World that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. (John 3:16)